As my thumb slides down
the smooth surface of my phone, scrolling through the memories of my friends, my heart gets heavier and
heavier, with each passing tweet or
photo I see on my Instagram and Twitter timeline. Heavy with jealousy
and envy.
Australia, here I come!!!
Throwback
to adventures in Bali!
I forced myself to dettach my fingers from my phone. I
looked around. Books, iPod, bed, paint, paper. Escape from the reality I am in.
My bedroom was the only medicine I had to cure this heavy heart of mine. Yet
sometimes, it felt more like a prison than it could bring me comfort.
My bed looks sexy
tonight.
I
grabbed my iPod from my study table and plopped myself into bed, a loud thud
shaking the floor, my ancient bed unable to take my weight. As I fell further and further into the lyrics of each passing serenade, I felt myself sinking deeper into slumber, wishing that I fly somewhere far in my dreams.
xx
so yeah, something I felt a few nights ago...
I know I'm not the best writer out there and it is evidently so after I got back my GP Paper today and I clearly suck at my AQ, like no surprise there.
Complacency is one of the biggest things for me which sucks.
Let's do some maths, to see if we're all ready for the big As!
Add Complacency to Lack of Discipline, multiplied by Hardly any Motivation to the power of Microscopic Brain. State answer to the nearest Failure. [-78m]
Jokes. But I'm really doubting my presence in JC. Maybe it isn't the best path for me? I don't know. You wouldn't know. Nobody......... Splat!
On a brighter note, I got my first penpal letter!!
That's all for tonight, hope to do more this Friday.
Goodbye
Squidkid
Ps, the photo above was this aunt I saw on my way home, such swag with that trolley on her bike! It honestly looks like the bike coud fly.
Bastille feat. Ella - No Angels
Bastille feat. Ella - No Angels
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