happyyounglove

also known as Adam, a friend I made in secondary school, has a blog and well, I'm envious of him.

He turned his dreams into a reality, his dreams of travelling. 

And well, i'm envious cos he actually made his dream of travelling come true.

I'm envious because I know I'm too restricted, too insecure of the future, too afraid of the unknown to actually get off my ass and make my dreams come true.

His blog is also full of photographs.

Photographs of which are so full of life, which I too, am envious of.

The thing about photos or pictures is that as silent as they are, they can scream so much emotion.

Let's be honest, thanks to all the people who read my blog and complimented my photos but they're pretty amateur.

It's also because I'm afraid. 

Afraid of people judging me on the object that I'm taking a photo of, or how I take the photo, or if I'll get scolded by people when I take photos of strangers.

Fear.

And I've always had this theory; in order to be a great photographer, one that tells stories with photos, one must not be afraid, which I am.

So yeah, Adam's photos are so full of life, probably because he isn't afraid, and I'm envious of that. 

I hope he continues taking amazing photos and his blog is wonderful.

Apologies for the photo-less and word heavy post, I won't make it a habit.

Anyway, visit his blog happyyounglove.com

I'll be developing my next roll next week so a new film week post should be up in 2 weeks 

BAI

xx

first film week

Sorry for the really pathetic overlay hahaha

How I wish I had a bamboo tablet but I'll make do with an iPad and my finger lol

anyhoo

FILM WEEK GUYS

FIRST ROLL

So I decided to start of with my F80

Snapping photos of friends and school

It turned out pretty normal I guess

Diana comes with more surprises

gonna be developing my next roll of F80 and a new Diana roll ((don't expect much tho))

muah xx

first saturday

First day of June, first Saturday of my holiday.

But I had to spend it by attending a Malay Literature aka Sastera Seminar

Meh

Only to support my friends who were presenting

Especially Maizers!!!

Just finished my first roll from film week, developing them next week~~

So my dad brought home a car yesterday

((lol it isn't what it sounds like))

and so my family decided to go for a grocery run at 12.30 in the morning

resulting in a very hyper Haziqah and Hazirah who walked the supermarket's aisles full of swag and swinging hips.

YESTERDAY WAS ALSO INNOVA'S FIRST TALENT COMPETITION FINALS

IFACTOR FINALS

AND ALIF WON SECOND WOOHOO

((but let's be honest and this isn't cos he's my friend but he can really sing and totally deserved first place))

he doesn't really like this video but well

it was pretty awkward cos the talent competition was an interhouse competition and he's from a different house 

((I'm Rasalas he is Aquila))

I made a banner for him the previous night and wth it was like I was betraying Rasalas

oh well our friendship is way more important than house pride

((ps I have to thank Puteri for yolo-ing with me))

after school I went scooter-ing with Peiyee yay

I love my scooter <3

Anyway,  here are some photos I felt editing lol

 it was also sports day yesterday and Shahirah was a cheerleader for her house, Taurus omg she was so friggin' adorbzzz

me being awkward and my sister tryna do some abstract art shit hahaha i can't even

CAN'T WAIT TO DEVELOP MY ROLL

((and also my Diana roll which was due last December ha ha))

BAIIIIIII 

xx

Beluga