Rainy Sunday

I know, I'm trying my very best to not post everyday. But ever since I got the blog, I feel the need to share with you lovely darlings (not that I actually have readers on my blog).

So I had to study at home today cos I didn't feel to good about leaving my mom alone at home (she isn't disabled in any way, I'm just not comfortable with it). And so comes the regret that always follows, due to the little (but many) distractions at home.

DISTRACTION LIST
1) Telly
2) Chatty family
3) Computer
4) BED!!!!!
5) Ants on my desk
6) Ants on the floor
7) Food
8) Beautiful houses outside my window
9) Imaginary cat

And the list goes on...

Oh and what's worse, my mom decided to bake today T-T sobs

And here's a picture of the Blueberry Orea Chiffon cake my mom baked.

And also a typical pre-Os wet Sunday afternoon photo of my study desk. Good day darls! Annyeong!

Mmmm

What if I honestly do atrociously terrible for my O Levels. There are people, teens to be exact, who just go with the flow, live life as it is. But I don't think I'll ever be able to live like that... I'd have to say I'm a person who finds comfort knowing that I have a stable and happy future. So it makes me happy, knowing what I can expect in life.


I don't hate surprises. Good surprises are good, of course. Who wouldn't like it if your parents surprised you with your favourite toy? Or maybe your boyfriend/girlfriend bought you a thoughtful gift? But surprises that change your life for the worse... I try my best to avoid situations like so....


So yes, it scares me that I can't say for sure that I can do well for my Os. And of course, I do regret not preparing myself earlier. Confession; it feels so good when you study and you are into it, not cos you have to study. That feeling, it is just so satisfying.

Test(es) 8====D

No. It isn't what you think it is. Just tests. No balls here. Really, really sorry to disappoint :c nyehehehe anyway, today I did something very unlike me. I hate crowds. I really do. But let me make it clear dear loves, I do not hate people. Just crowds :)


Moving on, I went to the library to study for my POA Os with Peiyee and Jasreen <3 (Jas is so adorable). I got to the entrance of the Woodlands Regional Library and the shutters were still down and no surprise~~ there was quite a crowd \^^/ huzzah! It is Singapore and there are limited seats in the library so yes. It wasn't like it was my first time going to the library before it opened but yes it was my first time to actually fight for a seat haha! Peiyee had already warned me that it was going to be like The Hunger Games and it actually was mm... So yes, Singapore.


Oh did I mention there was an Indian couple in front of me before the library opened and they were actually having a full on making out-slash-groping session. Like, really?? Really mate?? Nooooo! Just no!!!


So yes I actually did study at the library. More, to be honest, than what I would at home so good job to me self, I deserve a pat on the back!


Ps, I got my fisheye lens today and here~~~ For you, my lovelies <3

Good Day Sunshine ☀

Ollo folks! Name's Hazirah and this is my blog! To be quite honest, I have tons of bottled thoughts... Mmm so follow me on Twitter & Instagram /@radsquido/ Tumblr /puking-floors.tumblr.com/ yea mates I don't bite. I'm not quite finished with my Os yet... So I'll keep this short. Bye lahvs~~ Oh and here's a picture of my evening lover <3 always meeting with her on my usual route home from school /purr/ gonna miss her :(